final exam

setelah sekian lame sy tak update blog ni..hri ni ad skit mse tuk bercerite...huhu..trlalu byk mslh yg sy hadapi sjk akhir2 ni...pertame...mslh ngn mber2 yg tikam sy dr blakang..kedua..final yg sy tgh fight ni...si dia...yg sgt menguji kesabaran sy kali ni..huhu..hari2 menangis..tatw la sbb ap..sbb ble nanges hati sy jd lega sket..humm...stakat ni sy da abes 3 paper..alhamdulillah...tngl lg 3 paper..my last paper is on 8th April..lps 2 lega n bleh blk uma...yg jd masalah nye ni, mahallah hafsa akn di operate tyme cuti nti..so sy xtaw nk ltk brg2 yg byk2 ni ktne...tp...sy ad dua plan..pertame sy nk blk uma kjp amek kete then wat blk brg mse final...kedua nk smpn brg kt umah bf je kt shah alam..huhu which 1 is better ek...huhu mcm2 la...menyusahkn btol la...tp sy igt nk plih yg 2nd 2 la....haa anta brg kt shah alam den blk uma ngn mber..coz sy da jnji nk blk sme2 ngn dye..hehe best2 xyah nek bas..huhu haa cte ngn mber2 pulak..sy pon xphm la ngn dorg ni..especially yg sorg 2..sy tataw npe dye nk msm mke ngn sy..sy tgur dye hri 2 tp dye wat xtaw je..huhu ap a..sy sgt xsuke dye...yg lg sorg 2 plak..dye wat2 baek ngn budak 2 dye xsedar ke yg slame ni dye pon kne ktuk blakang2..huhu kesian...yg lg sorg 2 plak...ble bestfren dye ad..emph hampeh nk pndang sy ke nk ajak sy mkn ke...lansong dlupekn...time g mkn xajak..time nk g exam pon twos pegi je xigt org blakang...tp time bestfren dye xd..haa bkn maen lg sy la yg diajak mkn, nk g exam pon tngu...huhu plik kn manusia xkenang budi ni...padahal dlu dye salu je ktuk2 bestfren dye 2 kt sy..ish2...dye igt ke slame ni sape yg bersame dye???huhu xpela sy xkesah...sy xnk balas pon...tp sy xkn jd sebaik dlu a ngn dye...tgk la sy cne nti...kalo dlu sy pentingkn dye..stiap kali nk alik uma tnye dye, tumpangkn dye kalo xd bas..tp xpe kte sme2 tgk la ble sy da x mcm dlu....huhu...

bosan coz alone n mcm2 nk mngarot...

humm..hri ni bermulalah cuti mid sem uia tercinta..rmai kwn2 ku yg dh pulang ke kg msg2..ad bbrpa mber ak jgk yg xblk coz mereka prgi mlncong ke sabah..wah..best gle kn?ak hri 2 mcm nk join dorg..tp tket da xder..n skank ak sowg2 je kt blik..mcm org BODOH taw x...bley on9 tp da tataw nk on9 ap..nk abiskn tgk cte love in harvard tp tibe2 lappy ku wat hal..tbe2 plak xley read cd...tah papela...adoi..bosan yg teramat...humm td ak bukak website hot fm n trjumpa tjuk lgu ni...i wanna..all american reject..haa best gak ayt2 dye muahaha..

i wanna i wanna i wanna touch you

you wanna touch me too

everyday, but all i have is time

our love's a perfect rhyme

i wanna i wanna i wanna touch you

you wanna touch me too

everyway and when they set me free

just puts your hands on me..

hehe itulah sdikit keratan lgunye...lgu ni jela tmn ak mlm ni...bf ak pon tah ke mne tah..kte nye td nk pegi tgk wyg ngn mber2...ske pulak dye tgk wyg ngn mber2..huhu bia la nana..xkn nk bkepit ngn ko je slalu..tp3..ak mcm xsuke a kn..ak bkn nk kongkong dye...tp ak xsuke sme la mcm dye xsuke ap yg ak wat..ak xsuke dye pegi tmpt2 mcm 2 without ak coz...

1. ble kt mall, kt sne ad byk pmpuan
2. ble byk pmpuan, mate mulelah meliar
3. ble mte da meliar msg ak pon pndek2
4. ble da msg pndek2, lme2 jd xeply lnsong
5. ble da xmsg, mst lah trus LUPE!!!

humm ble ak tnye npe xeply, dye akn ckp ak yg xeply..mcm mne ak nk eply kalo msg last dye juz ckp okey...xkn ak sbuk2 nk tnye plak nk tgk cte ap nk tgk kt mne nk g ngn sape...lg la ak kne mrh kot..so ak diam jela..dye pulak mcm x phm2..ak snyp dye plak trus menyepi..ilang tnpa kbar brite..alih2 mcg ckp da alik..humm dye xtaw ke ak majuk..dye xtaw ke ak bosan...dye xtaw ke ak kebosanan smpai menangis sorg2...he shud be wif me tp mcm xd pasaan pape pon da enjoy ngn mber2 kn..pas2 nti nk bdoh2kn ak mcm hri 2...ckp nk kua tgk wyg...mmg la ak brt nk bg tp ak bg je..smpai kt wyg tbe2 dye ckp nk tgk cte yg ktorg da plan nk tgk sme2..mne ak xkecik ati...ble ak remind dye blk dye pon bg la excuse..dye ckp xpela xjd tgk cte 2 coz cte 2 da PENOH...npe dye bg alasan yg mnyakitkn ati ni...adlist ckp la xjd tgk cte 2 sbb da jnji nk tgk ngn ak..tp di suatu mlm..mse tgh lepak ngn mber2 dye, mber dye ad tlepas ckp yg mmg dorg tgk cte yg ak da jnji nk tgk sme2...da jnji berminggu2 kot...haa kn da dpbdohkn kt si2..ble tnye smpai hri ni pon x ngaku2 lg..ak pon tataw la mne btol mne slh...den ble nk tgk blk cte 2 mcm2 lah jd!!nk mrh2 kt ak la ap la...humm...ak rase ak ni baek gle...ikot je..org mrh ak snyp...tp org xpena nk appreciate ak...knape...............

19Januari2010...

huhu..hri ni hri jd sy yg ke 22..humm da mkin brusia tp pangai still xmcm org brusia...tak apelah kn..asalkn gumbira selalu..hehe last nite i reaaly hope yg knda akn col n wish me bufday..coz last year dye xbuat mcm 2...dye tdo awl dye ckp dye nantok..n smlm kul 11.30 dye mcg dye ckp dyde da nk tdo coz hri ni ad claz pg...humm sdih gle mse 2..tp xpela hati ni wat keras je..wat tatao je..xpela org xigt pon...ap yg sy fkir mse ni..dye mmg xigt bday sy...kalo dye igt pon mst sbb ad reminder kt fon...haa zaman skank kn...but suddenly 10 minutes to 12..he call me...ahha...dye tpu rupenye..ckp nk tdo tp sje je acah..mse dye col dye ckp dye xley tdo coz sesak nafas....haishh!!saje je maen2...then he wish me bday..he sing bday song 2 me..hehe i was very hepi at dat time...but suddenly he talk sumtin yg wat sy kecik ati..humm ap lg sy mnangis la..sy cdih...tp dye mtak maaf..dye ckp dye guraw2 je...huhu it is easy to forgiv but hard 2 forget mybe..sempena bday sy ni sy nk buat bbrapa prubahan..insyaallah..firstly sy nk keep up my responsiblity towards ALLAH..be a good person..humm secondly sy nk blaja lg bsnguh2 sem ni..bg naek lg pointer..insyaallah..then sy nk ubah jgk dri sy ni...kdg2 sy rase sy ni tlalu lurus...biakn je org nk wtpe kt sy...mcm xd pasaan pon ad...alangkah best nye if sy xd ati n pasaan..tp kalo sy xd sume 2,cne sy nk rase jtuh cinta??cne sy nk rse disygi dan mnyayangi??sy syg sume org skeliling sy...sy lbh syg kt org yg syg sy...n sy syg sgt2 sume org yg wish kt sy..hehe..to all my frenz especially my old frenz..thx 4 still remember me..i love u all so much..to my family, i luv u all damn much..n 2 all my LURVE...ops!!!to my ONLY LURVE HAFIZ AHMAD...i lurve u so much...m waitin 4 ur present!!!!hehehe...

kebusanan d pg hri...

huhu..

hri ni sgt mls nk g klas..

mmg xnk g klas da pg td..

tp pkir2 mmg kne g jgk..

den bgn take shower siap2 twos g klas...

huh mls nye dol...

da la hri ni klas smpai ptg...

ungs pnye psl la..

haish bodo nye sbjek agama ak..

kne repeat!!!

dr dlu smpai skank mmg cm2..

xtaw lah npe bengap sgt ke..huhu

alah..

xtaw lah nk tulis ap...

sbb dlm lab kn..

kri knan dpn blkg ad org!!

hampeh btol....

**hrp ak bleh mnempuh hri ni ngn sabar...**

friday**saturday**sunday

humm..

**friday**
hri yg sgt borink...
coz ak xd klas hr ni...
bgn tdo tgh hri den g mkn den wat bdo je...
da nk gle dh mse nih!!huhu..
mlm xwtpe gak..
tp sdkit skt ati..
cuz si hafiz xlyn ak sgt..
dye kua g banting ngn rmr...
kjp mcg kjp snyp..huh!!!
den suddenly dye mcm nk pjuk ak..
anta mcg ckp nk mkn johnny ktne 2morow???
huhu yela ak ad ckp kt dye nk mkn johnny..
pdhl 2 alasan ak nk jmpe dye..hehe
then ktorg plan2 la...

**saturday**
i wake up in da mornin n mcg him...
wake him up!!
ask about our plan...
n suddenly mcm xjd!!!!
cdih gle mse nih...
da nanges2 da...
then dye cube gak sdaye upaya yg dye trmampu..
den ktorg jd la kua..hehe
ak taw dye sngup wtpe je..
dye kn pencinta yg terbaik!!!
he come n fetch me at 1 in da aftanoon..
then g mkn johnny kt jj wngsa maju..hehe
ktorg btaruh teke hrga sape btol...
dye teke RM46,ak plak RM43...
suddenly tgk2 hrga RM36 je????
mcm xcye...sala kre kot..hehe
afta dat ak drive g OU...
huh lega ble da smpai..
asik kne bebel je dlm kete...
taw a ak bru dpt lesen...
but m not P okeh???hahaha
tgk AVATAR kt OU...
best sgt cte dye...
abes watchin ktorg trun gombak alik coz nk mkn...
xtaw nk mkn ktne last2 g satay kajang hj samuri...
ak ckp 10 cucuk da cukup..
dye ckp xcukup..nk 20 btg....
mkn pnye mkn pas2 benti tgk2 ad 10 cucuk ag!!!
haha 2 la tamak sgt..
den tapaw jela satay yg xabes 2...
den afta dat pusing2 kl..
xtrun dr kete pon!!
cri jln g bkt ampang xjmpe!!
haha da xigt laa...
kul 1.30 kot ktorg g uptown danau kota...
haa ak mcm biase la..
xsah kalo xbli pape..hehe
ak nk bli slipe mlm 2..
then ak tnye la hafiz slipe yg ak bli dlu size brape?
dye ckp M den dye bikak wallet dye...
dye still smpn sticker size slipe ak 2!!!
huhu nih ak syg dye nih!!!
haha den terbelilah ak spasg slipe lg...
afta dat da pnt sgt..
ktorg lepak kt dataran..
ges wat???
dye tdo dlm kete dr kul 3 smpai 7.30!!!
huhu sian kt ak tkontang knting...
dye tdo mmg masyuk gle!!
ak kjot pon mmg xhrau dh!!
huhu...

**sunday**
dye da bgn pg 2...
den pegi toilet cuci2 mke..
den bkfast kt mcd gombak..
afta dat he send me alik uia..
dye pn alik shah alam sorg dri...
smpai blik ak plak yg tdo xigt dunia..
smpai la rumate kjot nk g knduri kawen dayah...
nk irin bju tp blackout!!
dgn xmalu nye tmpg iron kt blik budk bwh..hehe
kul 12 lbh ktorg grk g setapak...
alahai..sweet nye tgk org kawen...
nk jgk...hehehe
sekian sje weekend ku...

during his konvo...

huh...
hri konvo dye ak ad finak presentation..

present kul 8.30 to 9.50...

dye nye mjlis konvi kul 12...

mse tuk ak g sne tolak tmbh dlm 2jam...

so ak grk dr uia kul 10...

alhamdulillah...pjlanan ak smooth je...

mle2 ak tngu bas rapid dlm uia...

den smpai kt putra amek tren ke CM...

afta dat ak nek bas rapid twos ke shah alam..

haa..smpai kt shah alam..

ngat nk swoh dye amek tp dye da nk msok dewan..

takot dye xsmpt plak..

den ak decide nek teksi yg ad kt si2..

dr tmpt teksi 2 nk msok uitm shah alam ad la dlm 2mnit kot...

TAPI.....

tmbg teksi 8 ringgit dowh!!!

eiii pegi haji blk hri la pkcik teksi 2..hehe

den ak smpai sne twos jmpe dye....

ak ikot je dye brator smpai nk msok dwn...

mcm ak plak yg nk grad!!hahaha...

haa..ni gmbr mcm org ngah bersanding!!!

haha ap a...

mse ni nga tngu dye nk bratur...

haa ni pulak nga beratur n nk msuk dwn da...

kne pkai topeng!!

haha pdn muke..

lps ni la ak dtnglkn sorg diri.....

huhuhu..cdih2..umi n walid xdpt dtg coz nk pegi haji...

ni gmbr mse ak kebosanan mngu dye kua dr dewan...

huhu lme gle...

bygknla msuk dwn kul 1 abes kul 5..

sian ak duk sorg2...

tp seb bek bek dlm kul 3 tu mk sdare dye dtg bwk ak mkn..

hehe lega...adlist bleh jgk ak brsuara...

rase mcm skt tekak je duk diam sorg2!!

lastly dye kua dr dewan..huhu

kua2 dwn mrh2 kt ak plak..

swoh ak pegi cri dye..

pdhal ble mse plak ak knl uitm 2...

huhu lastly seb bek jmpe dlm keadaan yg sgt crowded 2!!!

huhu..

da abes sume 2 ktorg g lepak2 mnum jp..

then kul 8 mlm ak nek bas alik uia...

huhu very tired...

sian ak kn?

hehehehe.....

holiday in bali???

wah...
dnga mcm best kn?
my old gud frenz (ezzah,arina n alya) yg suggest nk g sne 2...
haa tp agak2 ongkos brape ek?
mst byk gk kn...
adlist 1ribu ke..haa
da lme xspent time 2gether since tnglkn skola!!!
bleh bergosip hehe mst xtdo mlm ah!!
tp xtaw la jd ke x kn...
tngu alya blk msia dlu...

or adlist..kalo xjd g bali pon...
g jela mne2 tmpt kt msia ni....
asalkn ad beach!!!(ni arina pnye request)...
tp kn...
ak mst xley g...
kanda hafiz ahmad sure la xbg ak pegi without him...
humm..
cm ak jgk...
kalo dye yg nk pegi bcuti without ak...
mst ak xbg punye lah!!!
haa kalo nk g jgk kne bwk ak!!hehe..

teluk batik xg ag!!
ahaks bia a tmpt 2 biase pon!!
tp dye pna g ngn EX-GF dye!!!
haa so xadil la...
kne tnjuk jgk tmpt 2 kt ak bru fair...
hehehe..